Finally, the holidays are here. It was something that I was really looking forward to since I was successful in applying for a part-time job at the F1 Grand Prix. Somehow, when it finally came, I didn't seem to enjoy it as much as I thought I would have.
For the past 2 days, I felt really bored. Seriously. I initially dismissed it as lack of entertainment because my friend was supposed to pass me a stack of anime to watch and another was going to lend me her TV series but it turned out that I had to wait till next week. Since then, I have been watching videos on YouTube but I hate waiting for it to load. It seems to be getting slower and slower.
Then I realised that it was not just as simple as not having enough entertainment. I'm currently watching an anime and even though I have tons of episodes to watch, I still feel that same emptiness inside me. A void that I thought was due to the lack of shows. It may have something to do with doing badly for MedSoc but I highly doubt so.
I'm sort of afraid because I have no idea why I feel the way I do. Because of that, I can't do anything to make myself feel better. I don't know what to do and I don't know what caused this feeling of emptiness inside me. I'm just hoping the cause is something minor. Maybe I'm just making a mountain of a molehill. Or maybe it's due to the "many severe crappy issues". Whatever it is, I hope it goes away soon.
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