reflection?

sry i took so long to make a new post. JC life rly is bz, i end late everyday that when i come home i go play my games instead of blogging cuz i want to destress. i mean srsly, like i have extra classes almost every day.....like wth? as if its nt enuff that everyday i confirm have unfinished work, im still bogged dwn by extra classes. even with the extra classes, im still failing, well maybe its my fault cuz sometimes i fall aslp. haha. and its nt as if stay like 5 mins away frm cjc.....and my parents say i shuld have gone poly or mjc instead? hello? u want me to choose my school according to the distance i travel?? do u happen to know it affects my future?? anyway, i want to talk abt smth else other than bitching abt jc life.....everyone knows it sucks, they don't need me to "verbalise" it. hell, i don't even take photos now. haha. yeah, so back to what i was going to say. way b4, when i just started in cjc, i used to be super crazy over sajc. like way crazy......everytime i see a saint i stop my fren and go "omg! sajc.....". haha, those were the days. then now, i rly don't have this kind of reaction anymore. i mean i still feel sad over nt getting it but those feelings sort of "calmed down" alr. i know some of u r going "bullshit!". haha, its true. like when my econs teacher said she was frm sajc, and my class started looking at me, im pretty sure i would have gone "omg, sajc...." but instead i was like "oh rly?" then i rly tot it was nothing. even now when i see a saint, i don't have that extreme reaction anymore. i only bitch abt the fact that their uniform is damn nice and some of my frens agree to it as well. i rmb when i was lamenting abt how i couldn't got into sajc to like a few pple, i got mixed replies but generally the same. some were like "well, make the best out of it", my sji form teacher went "a lot of pple want to get into cjc but they can't. since u r in there, treasure it" and i was like "but i don't want to be in cjc". god, i sounded like a kid. haha. anyway, i rmb this reaction the best and i think im starting to believe it though im nt a Christian. my fren told me "God sent u there for a reason". and no offence to Christians but i was skeptical as to what God could offer me in cjc......then now i realise. maybe the reason i was sent to cjc was so i could meet nice pple. my class has been extremely nice and i've oso met a couple of other nice pple that r nt frm my class. now i realise maybe the reason i was sent here was so i culd actually meet good pple for once, trust me when i say i have met a few good men since pri sch. but sometimes i rly wonder is it my luck or is it im destined to have an imperfection in every class i am in.....i nvr seem to have a perfect class cuz something is there to spoil it. well, im pretty sure other pple share the same sentiments but i shall nt jump to conclusions. anyway, 2mrw is the "last day" of sch for the wk cuz thurs is public hol and fri is sports carnival which literally means no lessons. WOOT!! gl 1t11, jia you for chem/hist and gp cuz its the earliest papers we have, like b4 the june hols. *sobz* hope u guys enjoyed ur B&J's free cone day. hahaha.

very stressful JC life......

term 2 is so packed. we have like remedial lessons every other day. stupid school. they tell us "oh, u have early days on mondays and fridays." bullshit. have they checked our timetables? obviously not. then as if they regret giving us early days on mondays and fridays, they pack the lessons for tuesdays to thursdays and hence, we end at 4 pm. plus our remedials, we end at 5. sometimes i wish i went to poly instead, but poly no student's fare for transport. HAHA. to top things off, i nvr got a cca, and the deadline is today. kai wei told me to go for the bridge meeting this wednesday. she said don't care just go and see if they can accept me. i did try to get a cca, but interact was packed and i dunno who the teacher-in-charge of bridge club is. neither does mr wei loon. i rly hope i get accepted, it feels damn weird to not have one and my testimonial will suck like shit. anyway, the homework load is getting heavier and heavier. my shoulders ache frm carrying my bag all around. and im totally clueless for some topics in maths, sometimes i think im going to fail maths like the whole year round. haha, but must try still, a'levels get a fail looks ugly on my certificate. just handed in my lit essay today, i rly hope i can get into the cambridge program thingy. its so cool and it will rly help to make us understand Othello more cuz they will talk abt how the play will be acted out, etc etc. OH, AND WE GET TO GO TO THE LONDON GLOBE THEATER AND WATCH KING LEAR!!!!!! ok, i only heard of king lear but nvr read it, but still THE LONDON GLOBE THEATER, OMG!! like how often can u step into that place unless u book some tour package thingy....and even so, it will cost a bomb. its 2 weeks though, i will miss home. miss my friends. miss my computer. yada yada yada. ok, i got to sign off now, its already late and my dad is making noise, as usual. i will post up pics during my next post probably, got one of solomon in a cap but i go no time to post it up. HAHA, he looks super cute cuz he like little boy like that. anyway, to my class 1t11, i know the workload is insane cuz i oso super lazy one, but must jia you ok? and thanks to my "sisters" - sherrie, christabel, bonnie, anne - and my "brother" , yun song, who very kindly cheer me on while im dying during mass pe. hahaha.